firstly it felt good to sleep warm at night without having to wear 2 pairs of pants and 2 sweaters. but most importantly it felt good to live with friends and to be able to do things together.. like for once in this semester, I didn't have to sign into msn straight away after reaching home in order to feel less like a ghost.. for once I didn't have to eat dinner in my room in front of my computer watching Grey's/Glee/House.. for once I felt there was love and I wasn't just going back to a mini currie hall dormitory where neighbours minded their own business and ignored everybody else (except worse with the fact that there was no phone to call friends and u can't just trot down to their rooms when u're feeling lonely)..

but well I'm counting my blessings.. even though they're not in as close proximity as I wish, they've very been there for me.. and besides, I have to bear the consequences of my own stupidity and gullibility.. I have nobody to blame.. it just really brought home the realisation that 2 whole years of friendship and living together and seeing each other through the best and the worst can never ever be substituted by anybody or anything.. and I realise all that I've taken for granted when we were still all together..

but it's never too late..

so I just treasure the past 2 days and it'll be locked away somewhere in my memory.. for me to take out and look back into during the not so awesome times when the next semester begins.. and it'll put the smile back onto my face..

P.S. I love you, my friends..

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