Wednesday, December 23, 2009 - 5:23 PM
have you ever felt this way before? where you haven't reached the end of a game, but you kind of have a hunch that you're losing already? and what's next becomes just half-hearted trudging along.. you want to "end game". but you still haven't lost for sure. yet you're not really focused on it anymore either. because you know somehow that you're going to lose.
what you need, is a good distraction. start a new kind of game. or you just stop playing games altogether.
that's probably a better choice. they say, "always play to win". but I'm just not the kind who likes to or is able to play games. that's why I will always lose.
because I put too much heart into it.
damn it.
and I paid it with my dignity. yet again.
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