Friday, October 9, 2009 - 6:42 PM
when enough is really enough
I've had enough. really. I'm worth much more than that. I've finally managed to understand that the grass is not always greener on the other side. I have an immense pride thing. it won't get in the way of saying sorry for something which I feel I have really made a mistake in. but it makes me absolutely UNWILLING to short change myself and settle for anything less than I deserve. but I have a "feel bad" syndrome too. as much as I want to, I can't become a bitch. a half-hearted bitch maybe.. but I can't bring myself to be a downright bitch. so sometimes, I inevitably just become a tool to boost people's egos.. no way is that going to happen again. I will not NOT NOT NOT settle for being treated in way that's less than I deserve. and there's no reason why I have to feel bad for wanting to be treated well.
there's no space to be unsure anymore. I must know what I want. Know what I don't want. and move on. I'm not going to sit here and stupidly let you mess around with me while the world around me continues ahead and leaves me behind. Hell, no. until you've learnt to put your life properly in order and decided that I'm someone worth treasuring, I'm not staying around and wasting my time.
I say it once. I say it twice. I say it a million times. I am not a toy.
thank you.
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