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Saturday, August 29, 2009 - 9:20 AM

Damn.

I hate being the idiot that I am. I thought I've learnt better. Like seriously. I keep making mistakes that I've made before. And I saw it coming but I just couldn't or didn't do anything about it. I thought I've locked up that part long ago. I've been doing fine for 1 year! An entire year! And I had to break that clean record with something like this! Damn it. I have no idea what got into me. But this is just so frustrating. But the thing is nobody will get it. You'll think that I am being dao. When really I'm just trying to salvage the situation. And stop it from getting worse. Before it reaches the point where I can really do nothing about it. It's that vicious cycle again. And I can even pinpoint the exact event that sparked all these. It wasn't a "somehow it just started and I don't really know when." It's funny how 1 week can change the world. I hate it.

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