Sunday, May 24, 2009 - 1:44 PM
Under all that facade
maybe there's nothing there at all..
I wonder what really is care and concern? Is it something you announce proudly to the world? or something you do at the quiet of your own time?
and what is it about judging and being judged? who are we to judge and be judged? and the irony is that people who judge, are often the ones who lament so loudly about being judged. but then, making this statement just makes me a "judger", doesn't it?
it's just that sometimes I just fall back into my old illusion, thinking that maybe, just maybe, there is indeed something under all that.. some kind of warmth stirring.. before the illusion spits me back into the real world and I realise then and again, that there IS nothing there.. mind you, this is not about romance so stop thinking down those tracks.. but funny how the human mind tends to just tread along those paths..
so when A starts thinking maybe B does have something in there and begins to open up, B has to start thinking that A likes him/her? is life all about hormones? is that all human relationship and interaction is about? do you not get it that A may just need a friend?
but ah well, I shan't go further into it.. I'll work at removing that freaking plank from my eyes before attempting to rid my brothers and sisters of those specks in theirs.. it's funny how people prefer to preach than practice but that's just the way the world is built.. the line dividing the good and bad people runs straight through the hearts of every single human being.. nobody is completely good and no one is completely bad.. but just means we gotta start expecting less from others and start expecting more from ourselves..
I just pray that I will ride through this storm yet again.
Amen.
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